i think i'm dying. haha. i'm soo sick right now. there's like some odd pain in my chest. oh man i feel like crap. i'm assuming drinking won't do me any good but im really craaving. anyway yeah feeling like crap. school stank as usual. went to carlys afterschool. saw some niiice looking punk guy with the mohawk, the pants and the leather jacket. daamn he looked good. haha well i couldnt see from that far away but like from what i could see of his face he looked gooood. hahaha. got to carlys and started decorating with her nicole and um..caitlin's friend. yeah it was for caitlin (carlys sister)'s surprise party. umm...yeah shannen came and we chilled in the basement watching movies and shit. oh my god. my pictures gonna look soooo gay! haha i swear my face was all messed up. um yeah got home around 1120. moms gone to the airport to pick someone up. things suck cause im feeling so shitty right now. the sickness. the never ending drama at home which most of the time i dont blog about so stop trying to be nosey and find out. theres that odd pain again.