skateathoooon. umm. went to school. did the usual nothing. painted things in first for the skaeathon. and then um....yes....uhh...afterschool went to brandon's then tjs to wait for tom. and then umm..we went to carlys. it was fuuun on the way to carlys. umm.yes. then yeah started helping out at skateathon. it was cool. there was me carly tj brandon tom nicole andrew daniel lisa nicole and yeahh. good stuff. was a little.... :S for awhile but yeah...it's cool. damn brandon wouldnt jump off the swing. haha. yeah. it was a fun night. sorta. most of the time. yeah. went back to carlys after. and me nicole tom carly tj and brandon chilled in the basement waiting to get picked up. yeah. umm..my knees hurt now? 3 weeks. tied my old record. haha :P

my marks suck. family things are...meh. but on the other hand! boyfriend is GREAAAAT. girls are GREAT. tom and jerry are fiiinally starting to move things along. lunch is always great thanks to those people in the hall (michael, andrew, carly, nicole, daniel, brandon, adam) who are idiots but keep me laughing. i loove it. my boyfriend is the greatest. :)

i havent been doing anything in school lately or at home. ive got a reaaaally hard english test on tuesday on a book i cant even find and dont even remember the title of. i obviously have not started to read that. i've got two days worth of science homework. a whole weeks worth of religion. and a art assignment and a couple days worth of math to do and understand. FUUUUN! =S im gonna die. i just started my homework like..half and hour ago? i did part of my science. probably gonna start reading that book soon, if i can find it. its soooo goddamn boring! jeesus. im dyingggg. i havent done anything in class and im paying for that now. acccckkkk. tomorrow i wont even have much time to do any work. dinner downtown for grandmas birthday at night. morning/afternoon with tj? i think so. i know its bad cause im like..behind and have all this work to do yet im gonna go spend the afternoon with tj (not so bad for the dinner cause its aa family thing) but umm...yeah i knew i shouldve started my homework afterschool friday or earlier today. i havent seen tj since...friday afterschool for a bit cause he didnt go to school and carly had to go home. and i missss him. so...yeah that still isnt a good excuse.....i quit!

i've been getting in a looot of trouble with my parents lately....well my mom, fuck my dad...ummm..yess...not cool.....gonna keep thingss dooown for awhile. stay home. catch up on my now 4 days worth of religion homework, finish up my science, start reading that book for my english test next week, course selection, etc...phone calls will be nonexistent. msn time will be kept to a minimum. keeping myself out of trouble. giving my mom less stress cause she doesn't need this from me right now. gonna stay home and be a good kid this weekend. probably for the next week too.

umm..yesterday was gay. morning suuucked ass. was soo pissed at everything. oh mann..anyway none of that. umm..in the afternoon i went to sauga. and chilled with my cousin ginny. i missed her man. she's a fucking crackhead. spent the day laying in her room watching tv and making stupid jokes. haha SHAUN WHITE DAMMIT! haha. umm. borrowed the rocky horro picture show from her. gotta wait till tj comes to watch it though. im soo tempted. hahaha..ummtoday went and watched the butterfly effect with carly and nicole..thats a good movie. the guy who plays ashton kutchers character when hes 13 is hot. haha okay shutting up now

today was goood. school was boring as usual. i'm finding that im starting to get more anti-social. especially at lunch cause i go to the caf for like a couple seconds and then leave and just start walking by myself or talking to michael. i dont know. its more comfortable that way i guess. ummm...afterschool chilled with tj and his friends. it was cool. especially the time in kyles basement. haha. i smelt you from afar? hahahahahaha. oh man. ummm..im cold

umm.lets ctach up. last thursday was band practice at squirrels. it was me squirrel tom carly and nicole. tj and jason came by. friday went to umm...summerfields. with the girls. afterschool went to town with cheska and edison. then went to summerfields with everyone else. saturday was valentines. spent a couple hours with tj. a couple hours i will not soon be forgetting. sunday was spent doing homework. shouldve went out with tj. but whatever. got lots of sleep. monday..was kylas sixteenth. happy birthday again mikaela. haha your secret admirer ;). haha umm..yesterday was my u of t trip. the gifted conference. withhh me squirrel tom janna CAKE ayisha josemine and a bunch of others. the minister of education got grilled. it was funny. there was the "alexisonfire" guy. hahaha. and umm.played this game with some dude in my first session. it was funny. umm..my first session was environmental dillemas and my afternoon session was...uhh..acrhitecture and design..i had that session last year but this year it was some different guy and since there was a compute problem we got to tour the architecture buildingg which was really cool. haha the hobbit liked tom. haha umm..today just went to school..nothing special....tomorrow no practice cause its quirrels dads birthday and toms got a swim meet. i guess ill be chilling with tj then? i dont know. umm...things are cool

best freaaaaaaking valentines day ever. haha. yes i still do listen to hip hop. but yeah anyway. today went from toooootally shitty. to the beeeest ever. haha gradually leading up to the end. a happy ending. i havent had one of those in awhile. i wish i couldve just stayed in that moment foorever. i was so worried about how much trouble i was gonna get in (i didnt even get in that much trouble my mom clamed down) and he was sooo good to me through that. it was freezing outside but i swear i lost myself in his arms. just being there...wish it couldve lasted forever....i miss himmm. it was funny at first. like how stupid we both are. then oh my loord. haha his kisses? haha i'll shut up now.

things are good. band practice kinda flopped today cause shannen killed herself. okay so maybe she didnt but she fell and might've got a mild concussion so couldnt do much without her. tj walked me to nicoles which was cool but i felt really bad cause he had to walk the rest of that long way home by himself. school still bores me to death. i actually have home work but i dont feel like doing it. ummmmm.....yeah..homework how about that..my printer's dead.

i sweat the lyrics to the little moments song nearly made me cry. it was suuuuuch a sweet song. ummm.....yeah i swear i talked to the guy from when he got home around 6 or 7 till 3 in the morning and im talking to him again now? haha we need stuff to do with our lives.