Feb 7, 2004
i think i'm dying. haha. i'm soo sick right now. there's like some odd pain in my chest. oh man i feel like crap. i'm assuming drinking won't do me any good but im really craaving. anyway yeah feeling like crap. school stank as usual. went to carlys afterschool. saw some niiice looking punk guy with the mohawk, the pants and the leather jacket. daamn he looked good. haha well i couldnt see from that far away but like from what i could see of his face he looked gooood. hahaha. got to carlys and started decorating with her nicole and um..caitlin's friend. yeah it was for caitlin (carlys sister)'s surprise party. umm...yeah shannen came and we chilled in the basement watching movies and shit. oh my god. my pictures gonna look soooo gay! haha i swear my face was all messed up. um yeah got home around 1120. moms gone to the airport to pick someone up. things suck cause im feeling so shitty right now. the sickness. the never ending drama at home which most of the time i dont blog about so stop trying to be nosey and find out. theres that odd pain again.
Posted at 12:13 am by emogirl
Feb 5, 2004
hmmm..so how about that school? hah it sucks. all my classes are boring and seem to go on forever and ever and eeeever. times 1000 for math class. i swear if i see mr nashed outside of school i'll throw a block of ice on his head. whooo the heck does he think he is? like jeez. anyway....umm..when was the last time i blogged? it doesn't matter cause nothing's happened since then. haha. umm..do you blog here often? hahaha emo pick up lines. ummm...i like my science teacher. he's quite the odd one. but i can actually learn in his class and have a couple laughs. uhhh..well umm..i went to nicole's today for band practice. apparently thursday is our new band practicing day. haha erm. carly came along and was our roadie. hahaha. guitar's not plugged in? CAAAARLY! hahaha just kidding. um it was funny. ate junk food, watched tv, played, learn some stuff. yeah...we saw mel when we were at...umm i forgot what that place was called. the music store on ellesmere. yeah saw mel. umm...learned i miss you by blink. it was cool cause shannen actually got the drums down and me and nicole sorta got it. we were playing that for a while. without vocals since we all suck. nicole's working on that! haha. sell out!!! hahaha. nerd. umm..yeah good times. things are good. and good is good. end of story? yes. sorry carly, i cant go tomorrow.
Posted at 06:58 pm by emogirl
Feb 2, 2004
chop suey - system of a down
ermm...so today was day 1 of semester two. art design, math/english, religion, lunch then science. it's alright i guess? except i'll be getting a shitload of homework everyday and i'll get 5 exams at the end of the year. art design should at least be entertaining, me jeck astrid carly and melanie are in there and the teacher seems pretty nice so yeah. umm..second usually stinks. its the same as last semester. my third period class is gonna be so much trouble..there's geeron latoya clutchy oneisha quinlon christian alex some grade 12 dude patrick and andre nolan. theres some others too. im just gonna sit there and do my work occasionally scaring adam who sits beside me with my weirdness. fourth is alright, science teacher seems alright i guess...it was quite the boring day at school. didnt do much in any of the classes except listen to courve overviews, etc. i never get to see tj anymore cause we dont have anything together. but that's alright i guess? our lockers are still near each other so i'll see him for a bit. umm...second lunch is crowded. there's a looooot of people there. im not one for lots of people but whatever it's alright i guess. eeeerm....yes that is all. how about that slush on the sidewalks and streets? i slip every two seconds. haha. it's quite entertaining actually.
Posted at 05:01 pm by emogirl
Feb 1, 2004
superbowl sucks. am i the only one who doesn't give a fuck about it? haha anyway. so i woke up...and umm..went online...talked to people. ended up at town with nicole..saw tine tj and squirrel. bought my kurt cobain poster (finally my room won't be naked anymore) and a pack of valentine cards from old navy. i bought those just so nicole could use the bag. hahaha. ummm. we got bored afte awhile so we took the rt to kennedy station to waste time. the doors wouldnt open. haha. umm. bought a patty then went back to town to bus home. hahaha only people like me would take the rt for no reason whatsoever, buy a patty i coulda bought at town adn then take it back. i'm a retard. haha anyhoodles....home now...doot doot. eww school's tomorrow. that's disgusting. hahaha. im gonna have soooo much homework this semester. i'm gonna die. freals. escpecially exam time. 5 whole exams. 3 enriched. what the heck is up with that. i'm gonna die. ahhh....this smells.
Posted at 06:31 pm by emogirl
Jan 30, 2004
story of a lonely guy - blink182
umm...well...nicole and carly called me this morning around 10 to wake me up. then ummm..1130 they came and picked me up and we went to town. uhhh..it was alright. it was funny though. didnt rat. actually went shopping. i bought three pairs of earrings and a shirt from bluenotes. men's clearance racks! haha. "slackers unite! tomorrow." haha. erm. carly bought the dvd slc punk and the MOD glasses. haha that's right they're MOD. haha. umm..nicole bought these black pants and two tops from old navy. and umm..got bored so we went to carlys to watch movies. it was soooo jokes there. nicole missed some of the grease fun. mom was supposed to pick me up at like, 6 but she comes at like 715. haha. uhh...forgot about guitar all week again. last lesson tomorrow anyway so who cares. umm...yeaaah. fun fun fun till the family takes the tv away. hahahaha shut up.
Posted at 08:44 pm by emogirl
some bob dylan song. 8 and a half minute song? what the heck. haha
ermm...tj just left me for a bag of popcorn and tv. what a best friend. jeez. yea hhe was playing some bob dylan song, hence the subject title. anyway...umm.today was definitely something...woke up around 12. went online. nicole wanted to go sleeding so i bussed to her house. i swear ttc busses in scarborough run especially slow. anyway. um. played ps2 with her for a bit. then went with like...her and her brother and his friends. walked through practically thigh-high snow in the hills. haha nicole dropped so many times. haha pulled her down this one tiny hill and threw snow at her. haha. erm. didnt actually do much there but journeyed back. then i bussed home to change cause my pants were frozen. i swear they really were frozen. and my legs were numb. so i changed. bussed to the other nicoles for band practice. was 20 minutes late. the ttc again. holy crap their busses take half an hour instead of the five minutes its supposed to. anyway. haha waited a couple minutes for shannon. haha yeah we started playing a bit. trying to learn some new shit. haha the emo joke song. it's pretty funny. haha erm. started watching tv. nicole's trying to learn how to scream its funny. haha and the jump! ahahahahaha. so many jokes. mom picked me up around seven. came home. watched tv. sitting here now. was just talking to tj. rocky horror picture show, don't forget! ahaha. and you're singing for me and playing me songs on the guitar! haha umm..yeah tomorrow...whats up with tomorrow....town? yes i guess so um yeah good day
Posted at 12:31 am by emogirl
Jan 29, 2004
oh man i havent talked to that girl in forever. i remeber the days when me and her were sooo close. and now we hardly talk. i misssssss those days. i miss her. she roooocks. um so yeah happy birthda yjen although you probably wont read this...ever. haha
umm...so today...yesterday? was my last exam. history. it was pretty easy. not really i guessed a couple and my essay kinfda sucked but i think i'll still pass. tomorrow..or today? i'll be going to nicoles for band practice. scooooore. =) haha its fun i cant wait. and um....friday? the mall maybe? do a little shopping? guy-watching thing. not much is going on actually..ummmmm.....yeaaaaah..okay that's all.
Posted at 12:33 am by emogirl
Jan 28, 2004
haha i'm still supposed to learn how to play that on bass...stupid squirrel where the hell has she been.....ummm...history exam today..im not doing too well on the whole studying thing. but anyway. errrrm..................yes i'll probably blooog after my exam..."do you blog here often?" hahahahaha emo pickup lines
Posted at 09:59 am by emogirl
Jan 27, 2004
i had to take this quiz just to humour myself. haha it's funny.

Take the
What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz.
and they get free advertisment on here, not like anyone comes here but hey it's funny. i needed the laugh. hahahahahaha. they're funny. i'm not crazy/suicidal. outsider? yes. suicidal? i'm not that stupid. although all those pictures me and shannen keep drawing turn out to be people killing themselves.......hahahahahahahahaha i'm not suicidal. really now.
Posted at 11:51 am by emogirl
anthem of our dying day - story of the year
mike and his yellow shirt. brandon boyd talks a lot. but i love his voice so i don't mind. haha. erm...nicole where the fuuuuck are you?! hahaha. come on. downtown in the nice cold weather. INCUBUS AT EDGE! you dont even like incubus but come ooooon! jeez, where is she? haha. duude. band practice come on now! shannen, squirrel! let's get a mooove on. haha. watch later when we actually do practice i'll be complaining about practicing. haha ohwell. let's goooooooooo team. haha i still can't find the cribs episode with shaun white on it. what's up with that. hahaha. shaun white is hawt. i think he shaved his head now. all his precious beautiful locks of red hair gooone. hahaha it's a sad thing. what's up with me downloading an aaron carter song? hahaha freals. AARON CARTER. hahahaha. oh man.
Posted at 11:27 am by emogirl